Well i am seriously almost OVER it le. Almost! Firstly like to apologised to ling and An for not meeting u guys on Friday, i was really in bad mood. Its not that i was reluctant 2 tell u guys, just...unable to say it. I mean its different to tell a story straight away after it happen when ur emotions are raw, then say it later when ur emotion are in controlled. Anyway its OVER! Just hope that i dun bump into him. EVER!

Oh forget to share the good news!!!! My 3rd sis is getting MARRIED!!!! It will most likely be January 2007, specific date not confirm. Well so excited for her man!!! Going with her next Tuesday to try out the gowns. Hopefully i can get a chance to try out too. Haha like real! She had also come up with a theme for her wedding, "enchanted garden", hmm sound magical isn't it? Oh well my mum will be meeting with kevon's (my sis fiance) parents this week to discuss the details!!! Wohoo!!!!

Oh did i mention i went to visit my grandma together with my 3rd sis and mum recently. It is to discuss about my sis wedding and the tradition to follow. Coz the last time my mum prepare a wedding for my 2nd sis was like 10 years ago. Wor its been so long eh. Well really talk to my grandma for the first time, and taken a liking for her. Well not that i dun like her, just that i only see my grandma once or twice every year and plus she dun even remember my name. How do you take a liking to a total stranger. Kind of understand the reason for being distance, after all she has 36 grandchildren and 4 great- grandchildren. IMAGINE!!!! Well, really hope to get to know her better and kind of forgive her for giving up my mum when she was young. haha didn't realise i was angry at my grandma for not treating my mum well all those years ago, so lets bygone be bygone ba.

Suddenly thought of my non-biological grandpa. Well let me explain, when my mum was young, my biological grandparent give up my mum, she was adopted by another set of grandparent. Well i miss my granpa who passed away 3 years ago. I wasn't exactly close to him either, therefore did not understand my loss when he died. Only after he died did i had flashback of bits and pieces of him playing with me when i was young. Well my bedok grandpa is poor, very poor actually. Although he is poor, and and was unable to flourish his granddaughters (which is me and my sis) with toys, he would go around collecting old barbie dolls and used toys for me and my sis. And even when he was diagnose with cancer, he still came and help out at my mum stall, providing her with emotional and physical support that she badly need at that point of time. Thats what i called a real doting father, despite the fact that my mum wasn't her biological daughter. 3 cheers for my grandpa!!!!

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